:P been elsewhere

1. Someone is getting more and more shameless these days :|

And, stop bullying me :|

2. On the other hand, I guess I'm becoming less shameless? :-s

There were times that I was so embarrassed that I just wanted to bury my face into a pillow.

(preferably a cool one. Like those pillows in Cameron Highlands)

3.

A realist masquerading as a cynic who is secretly an optimist.

- Hitch (2005)

I'm more like "a realist masquerading as a cynic who is secretly an idealist/a dreamer/ or simply, a hopeless romantic"

Sigh. Shame on me, right? I know, not like I want it. Idealist is just a way to sugarcoat it. Realize that no matter what, I'm still a hopeless romantic at heart, all the time. But a rather self-conscious one, I guess.

But still, I'm better than Lud =))

Lud: if you are a hopeless romantic, then what am I?

Rim: A hopeless romantic, then 50 feet of crap, then you =))

4. Explanation for the title?

Been busy writing somewhere else, for the sake of cheesy stuffs :P