- A cup of ice lemon tea for myself (no, not those can drinks. I want to make the tea myself)
- Curling up in my big armchair and read books/watch movies.
- Soothing music filling up the room.
- The gentle wind blowing through the wide window.
- The sweet smell of Cherry Blossom body lotion.
All these make a perfectly peaceful morning. Sounds good? Yah, I'm actually feeling good.
But,
Sometimes, being peaceful is not what I want. I want sth more happening. I want to be excited, happily excited.
Sometimes I want to laugh, not just smile.
Sometimes I want to feel great, not just feel good.
Am I greedy? I don't care. That's what I want.
And so I find myself looking forward to Sunday...
wait for 10 more days :-"
ReplyDeletei used to long for a happening life. and I have one. Now i long for a stable and peaceful life. Then i met him, who makes my life ups and downs, who makes me feel great and depressed...
ReplyDeletei know i need that