On being a happy girl.

I added Yuanlu's MSN, using Yahoo Messenger. On my side, it didn't show any profile pix.

Yuanlu: who's tt arh? cant really tell from ur profile name & pix >< 
Rim *feeling puzzled*: really meh? The profile pix is so hard to recognize? :-s
Yuanlu: yeah very hard to recognize....ur profile pix is yahoo face....
Rim: =)) =)) =))

Anyway, she said sth that made me think.

Yuanlu: thao u r so happy everyday!
Yuanlu: wish i can be as happy as u
Rim: you are also happy every time I see you mah :)
Yuanlu: because I hide my sorrow inside...

Am I that happy? Always happy? Is it the impression that people have of me? Is that how people think of me?

Is it even true?

Haiz. Dear Lucy, no one can be happy all the time... 

But I didn't say anything. I'm glad that people think about me that way. Maybe it's not that important whether it's true or not. Doesn't matter, as long as you see me as a happy girl. Emotions are contagious. So if you see me as a happy girl, maybe I can make you feel happy as well. At least that's what I hope.

Let me be a happy girl. Because happy girls are like sunshine...

(Erm, actually, talking about being happy most of the time, I know Ah Piao will beat me for sure :| )