T_T

Haiz.
- I know that I cannot blame anyone about it. My fault. No excuse T_T
- I know that I'm lucky to be able to use my dad's super old (and super difficult to use) handphone.
- I know that people lost phones everyday, so it's nothing much to complain about
- I know that it's just a cheap phone (bought from 7-11, at 1AM or so :| on the spur of the moment :|)

But losing a phone is definitely not sth good ;'(
It's a cheap phone, but it's cute (everyone says so :|).
And what makes me sad the most is losing all the contacts inside... :( how can I be so careless... I've just determined to be a better person... T____T 
okay, I promised I'll try to be more careful next time :| please bear with me :|

Sorry :-s
(to myself, and to those whose contacts I've lost :|)