Feb 4, 2010

:(

I'm sorry, but at times, I feel like giving up.
On Ozstudio.

I hate myself. I hate that I'm unable to write scripts that meet Oz's standard. I hate that I have to rely on other people to save Oz, and cannot help them. I hate that I have to push my friends for Oz, for sth they won't get paid for.
I swear, I tried. But every time I read what I wrote, I just delete everything.

What can I do?

I cannot, and I don't want to force others...
But then, I won't be able to keep Ozstudio alive.

It's been more than one month that we don't upload anything. And yet, the number of fans on our FB group is still growing.

I feel sorry, I feel guilty.
I feel useless, I feel helpless.
I feel irresponsible.

I'm sorry.
I'm not capable. 

@Ốc: thanks so much for being with me. I haven't known much about you, but from what I knew, you are an incredible girl  :)

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