1. Sometimes I want things to be simple, natural and sincere. Utmostly sincere. Without any unnecessary decorations, any difficult complicated planned settings, any superficial flowery meaningless words. Spontaneous. Unconstrained. Free.
Have you ever wished you could just simply say whatever you are feeling in the purest way possible?
Life's ever complicated, so I guess it's just natural for me to yearn for that beautiful simplicity.
Feelings may come and go. But at some point in time, they are real. Or at least, they used to be real.
2. And yet, it's hard to say that I'm always honest. I have this fear that I would risk exposing my inner self. It feels vulnerable and scary, as if there would be no protection.
Am I too defensive? Yes, I am. And I'm working on that :)
For example, one day, when I'm in the mood, I guess I'll tell you the truth =P
Feb 27, 2010
Feb 26, 2010
Life goes on. Jeez,
Today I went to lunch with Meryl after a long time not seeing her (well, 2 weeks? XD). Then we went to print out and submit her assignment.
Well, sounds simple and boring and uneventful, but it was actually SUPER FUN!!!! XD Especially the part when we ran around Arts trying to hunt for her tutor. Actually, every part was so fun XD
Oh, and Meryl, today you look more like a girl already XD and you seemed to be impressed with that photographer guy ain't you? ;)) Or the president guy? XD
(Gosh, I'm praying so harddddddd that you would never read my blog XD wahahaha)
Looking forward to have you back and work with me :D
But we have to move to the new office 1st T____T which is ^@&*^%@%^. Everyone is tired and everything is messy around the office. On the moving day itself, maybe both of my bosses won't be around. Well, that's according to the "latest schedule", but we all knew that schedule can always change, and in fact, it has been changing numerous times. God knows how long more we have to wait.
Well, sounds simple and boring and uneventful, but it was actually SUPER FUN!!!! XD Especially the part when we ran around Arts trying to hunt for her tutor. Actually, every part was so fun XD
Oh, and Meryl, today you look more like a girl already XD and you seemed to be impressed with that photographer guy ain't you? ;)) Or the president guy? XD
(Gosh, I'm praying so harddddddd that you would never read my blog XD wahahaha)
Looking forward to have you back and work with me :D
But we have to move to the new office 1st T____T which is ^@&*^%@%^. Everyone is tired and everything is messy around the office. On the moving day itself, maybe both of my bosses won't be around. Well, that's according to the "latest schedule", but we all knew that schedule can always change, and in fact, it has been changing numerous times. God knows how long more we have to wait.
Hi, guys,
Bad news. We are all dressed up with nowhere to go. T-lab level 5 is NOT READY for occupancy. Some retrofitting required.
Target move date is 3 or 4 March. Reason ; see below.
As you all have desks at T-lab level 5, I will have to advise you to sit tight until we hear different. Keep your boxes packed, though.
Life goes on....
Feb 25, 2010
be awesome instead.
1. Kinda tired from the ready-to-move-to-a-new-office-which-takes-forever-to-be-ready status.
And I've been busy. So busy that I cannot visit my dear pantry very often these very last days.Haiz.
2. I'm scared of him T___T
Please, spare me :| And frankly, we have never been close, I just barely knew you, and so did you. So I don't see what you have to lose here.
I don't like this, you know that. Keep pushing me won't do you any good. Don't waste your time.
Mình thật là sợ quá mà T___T
3.
Hats off to Barney. Legen-wait for it-dary.
4. This afternoon when I left my office, I saw that friendly cleaning auntie at Brenner Center, and she said goodbye to me in such a nice way that made me wonder if we could move her to the new office as well...
Well, maybe not :(
And I've been busy. So busy that I cannot visit my dear pantry very often these very last days.Haiz.
2. I'm scared of him T___T
Please, spare me :| And frankly, we have never been close, I just barely knew you, and so did you. So I don't see what you have to lose here.
I don't like this, you know that. Keep pushing me won't do you any good. Don't waste your time.
Mình thật là sợ quá mà T___T
3.
When i get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead. True story. (Barney Stinson - How I met your mother)
Hats off to Barney. Legen-wait for it-dary.
4. This afternoon when I left my office, I saw that friendly cleaning auntie at Brenner Center, and she said goodbye to me in such a nice way that made me wonder if we could move her to the new office as well...
Well, maybe not :(
Bư.
"Really tired dear"
And I'm angry for you dear.
You are one of those people that I'm scared to talk to, but I have to.
Do you know why I'm scared?
Because of your eyes. Black and deep, so black and so deep, it reminds me of Black Hole, because that's what your eyes do. It absorbs all the light. Maybe the only thing it emits is your pain.
And that's also why I have to talk to you, I have to risk being pulled into that Black Hole. I don't want to leave you there alone.
I told you "tough times never last. tough people do". I've been telling that to a lot of my friends.
But none of them replied me this way "No, I'm not tough". And when you did it, that suddenly made me feel soft. Did I forget that we all have the right to be weak sometimes?
It takes strength to be tough. But sometimes it takes courage to admit that you are weak.
Go, girl. Do whatever makes you feel better.
See you again one day, okay?
You are the strangest girl I've ever known.
And I'm angry for you dear.
You are one of those people that I'm scared to talk to, but I have to.
Do you know why I'm scared?
Because of your eyes. Black and deep, so black and so deep, it reminds me of Black Hole, because that's what your eyes do. It absorbs all the light. Maybe the only thing it emits is your pain.
And that's also why I have to talk to you, I have to risk being pulled into that Black Hole. I don't want to leave you there alone.
I told you "tough times never last. tough people do". I've been telling that to a lot of my friends.
But none of them replied me this way "No, I'm not tough". And when you did it, that suddenly made me feel soft. Did I forget that we all have the right to be weak sometimes?
It takes strength to be tough. But sometimes it takes courage to admit that you are weak.
Go, girl. Do whatever makes you feel better.
See you again one day, okay?
You are the strangest girl I've ever known.
The world inside me
Actually, I've got a lot of things to write about. About work, about Ozstudio, about the books I'm reading, about what I've seen, about what I've heard, about people around me... All of them are interesting. All of them are worth blogging about.
But right now...
It is just the overwhelming feelings of all the unsaid.
But right now...
It is just the overwhelming feelings of all the unsaid.
Feb 23, 2010
Idealist :| T___T +___+
I took a personality quiz on Facebook, and the result is "The Idealist".
I didn't like this result, so I took another quiz. The result is still "The Idealist".
I was upset, so I tried another one. The result? INFP, which basically is "The Idealist".
o.O T_T
Like, wth?
I didn't like this result, so I took another quiz. The result is still "The Idealist".
I was upset, so I tried another one. The result? INFP, which basically is "The Idealist".
o.O T_T
Like, wth?
Just a quote
From Grey's Anatomy
That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, intractable mistake beats the hell out of never trying.
not one of my best days.
1. Things that made me not-so-happy:
- Overstretch. And it's painful. So couldn't train much.
- ....
What's up? What's going on that I'm unaware of? What's happening? I want to know :|
I don't want to cause troubles for you, or make you uncomfortable, or whatsoever. And I'm sorry if I ever did.
Also, I'd like to copy and paste a blog post of my own:
- 2 msgs and 1 call from the "not-to-pick-up" number. Well, I may be too worked up. I may be unforgiving. So what? I'm not perfect, and I don't have that so-called "infinite mercy" (seriously, wth is this?). I'm a good sister, but when did u suddenly become my brother?
- My super phone. I managed to make it notify for new msg. But it still doesn't vibrate, and keep making this weird noisy sound every 10 minutes when it's low batteries T___T Should I just turn it off completely?
- Reading Kami's latest blog. Damn you, Kami. As if it weren't sad enough.
2. Things that make me happy:
- You. Helloooo =D
Thanks. I know it's nothing much, it doesn't mean anything, but still, thanks :) it made me smile, and it's still keeping me smiling.
Hello :)
- Ah Piao said I'm mature o.O how the hell can one person think that I'm mature, when even myself cannot see that? o.O it's like the last thing I'd ever expect :| Nevermind, let's just say so. I'm mature XD (I think u are about to change ur mind by now...)
- Xuki's back to Singapore =P it's good to know you are around, somewhere close, on the same land with me. It's good to know there are some people you can always trust.
- HuiJun. At least I can be sure that even if everyone else hates me, I still have you to talk to :-s
- Overstretch. And it's painful. So couldn't train much.
- ....
What's up? What's going on that I'm unaware of? What's happening? I want to know :|
I don't want to cause troubles for you, or make you uncomfortable, or whatsoever. And I'm sorry if I ever did.
Also, I'd like to copy and paste a blog post of my own:
Suddenly, I realize that everything seems to be soooo misleading. Everything.
And that scares me.
What if everything is not what it seems? Have u wondered?
Sometimes what you see is not what you get.
- 2 msgs and 1 call from the "not-to-pick-up" number. Well, I may be too worked up. I may be unforgiving. So what? I'm not perfect, and I don't have that so-called "infinite mercy" (seriously, wth is this?). I'm a good sister, but when did u suddenly become my brother?
- My super phone. I managed to make it notify for new msg. But it still doesn't vibrate, and keep making this weird noisy sound every 10 minutes when it's low batteries T___T Should I just turn it off completely?
- Reading Kami's latest blog. Damn you, Kami. As if it weren't sad enough.
2. Things that make me happy:
- You. Helloooo =D
Thanks. I know it's nothing much, it doesn't mean anything, but still, thanks :) it made me smile, and it's still keeping me smiling.
Hello :)
- Ah Piao said I'm mature o.O how the hell can one person think that I'm mature, when even myself cannot see that? o.O it's like the last thing I'd ever expect :| Nevermind, let's just say so. I'm mature XD (I think u are about to change ur mind by now...)
- Xuki's back to Singapore =P it's good to know you are around, somewhere close, on the same land with me. It's good to know there are some people you can always trust.
- HuiJun. At least I can be sure that even if everyone else hates me, I still have you to talk to :-s
Feb 22, 2010
=|
1. I'm back. And Singapore welcomed me by a heavy cold rain which lasted for hours. Heavy. Cold. Hourssss.
2. Mới vừa từ Việt Nam wa lại nên tự dưng có hứng viết tiếng Việt, fải tranh thủ viết nếu ko mún bị chửi, hehe
Ở Sing thì nhớ Việt Nam. Về Việt Nam lại nhớ Sing. Sang Sing rồi lại nhớ Việt Nam. Cái bịnh này tên văn vẻ của nó là bịnh "không biết nâng niu trân trọng những gì đang có". Tên tiếng Anh là "grass is always greener on the other side", còn tên dân dã là "đứng núi này trông núi nọ" :|
Một phần lý do để ngán ngẩm là nhìn vô list công việc hông thấy đường ra. Việc công việc tư, việc chung việc riêng +_+
3. Hum wa đi Singapore General Hospital thăm người nhà xong, trời mưa ướt lạnh, đói bụng. Tự nhiên thèm đồ ăn IKEA :|
Anyone's crazy like me? Going there just to eat, and sit alone among all the families/couples/groups of friends :@)
Xong ăn nhìu wá ngán luôn :| ôm bụng no lặc no lè :|
4. Office thì chưa chuyển qua chỗ mới nưã, sth wrong with seat allocation. They allocated me a seat on 5th floor, and my supervisor on the 10th floor. So we have to delay until late this week (though I'd love to have some exercise by going up n down between 5th floor and 10th floor, doing so around 5 times a day is a bit too much =| )
5. Hình như da mình rất ghét thời tiết Singapore T___T mới vừa thò chân qua là nó muốn biểu tình rồi. Haiz, if you want to know what people mean by "humid weather", u should come to Singapore to experience it urself :| :-s
6.
....
Nhớ. Nhớ bạn. Một chút thôi =P
See ya around :P
2. Mới vừa từ Việt Nam wa lại nên tự dưng có hứng viết tiếng Việt, fải tranh thủ viết nếu ko mún bị chửi, hehe
Ở Sing thì nhớ Việt Nam. Về Việt Nam lại nhớ Sing. Sang Sing rồi lại nhớ Việt Nam. Cái bịnh này tên văn vẻ của nó là bịnh "không biết nâng niu trân trọng những gì đang có". Tên tiếng Anh là "grass is always greener on the other side", còn tên dân dã là "đứng núi này trông núi nọ" :|
Một phần lý do để ngán ngẩm là nhìn vô list công việc hông thấy đường ra. Việc công việc tư, việc chung việc riêng +_+
3. Hum wa đi Singapore General Hospital thăm người nhà xong, trời mưa ướt lạnh, đói bụng. Tự nhiên thèm đồ ăn IKEA :|
Anyone's crazy like me? Going there just to eat, and sit alone among all the families/couples/groups of friends :@)
Xong ăn nhìu wá ngán luôn :| ôm bụng no lặc no lè :|
4. Office thì chưa chuyển qua chỗ mới nưã, sth wrong with seat allocation. They allocated me a seat on 5th floor, and my supervisor on the 10th floor. So we have to delay until late this week (though I'd love to have some exercise by going up n down between 5th floor and 10th floor, doing so around 5 times a day is a bit too much =| )
5. Hình như da mình rất ghét thời tiết Singapore T___T mới vừa thò chân qua là nó muốn biểu tình rồi. Haiz, if you want to know what people mean by "humid weather", u should come to Singapore to experience it urself :| :-s
6.
....
Nhớ. Nhớ bạn. Một chút thôi =P
See ya around :P
Last update =P
Rim is in a better mood now, people =D
Things that made me feel better:
1. Today Hui Jun SMSed me. And I realized that her name was displayed on the screen =|
And soon I realized that most of my contacts, somehow (I really don't know how :|) were stored in the Singtel sim card =D
Thanks a lot, my dear old phone \^o^/ thou you've gone, you still leave most of the contacts for me, thanks for being soooo considerate =D
You'll be missed :)
And although my 'new' phone is really annoying (for example: doesn't seem to notify when there's new SMS :|),I guess I'm the kind of person who don't use handphone a lot.
So, I think I will be like that for a long time, my dear (copied from a certain someone =)) )
2. =D
[something better not be told here =P]
Things that made me feel better:
1. Today Hui Jun SMSed me. And I realized that her name was displayed on the screen =|
And soon I realized that most of my contacts, somehow (I really don't know how :|) were stored in the Singtel sim card =D
Thanks a lot, my dear old phone \^o^/ thou you've gone, you still leave most of the contacts for me, thanks for being soooo considerate =D
You'll be missed :)
And although my 'new' phone is really annoying (for example: doesn't seem to notify when there's new SMS :|),I guess I'm the kind of person who don't use handphone a lot.
So, I think I will be like that for a long time, my dear (copied from a certain someone =)) )
2. =D
[something better not be told here =P]
Feb 21, 2010
T_T
Haiz.
- I know that I cannot blame anyone about it. My fault. No excuse T_T
- I know that I'm lucky to be able to use my dad's super old (and super difficult to use) handphone.
- I know that people lost phones everyday, so it's nothing much to complain about
- I know that it's just a cheap phone (bought from 7-11, at 1AM or so :| on the spur of the moment :|)
But losing a phone is definitely not sth good ;'(
It's a cheap phone, but it's cute (everyone says so :|).
And what makes me sad the most is losing all the contacts inside... :( how can I be so careless... I've just determined to be a better person... T____T
okay, I promised I'll try to be more careful next time :| please bear with me :|
Sorry :-s
(to myself, and to those whose contacts I've lost :|)
- I know that I cannot blame anyone about it. My fault. No excuse T_T
- I know that I'm lucky to be able to use my dad's super old (and super difficult to use) handphone.
- I know that people lost phones everyday, so it's nothing much to complain about
- I know that it's just a cheap phone (bought from 7-11, at 1AM or so :| on the spur of the moment :|)
But losing a phone is definitely not sth good ;'(
It's a cheap phone, but it's cute (everyone says so :|).
And what makes me sad the most is losing all the contacts inside... :( how can I be so careless... I've just determined to be a better person... T____T
okay, I promised I'll try to be more careful next time :| please bear with me :|
Sorry :-s
(to myself, and to those whose contacts I've lost :|)
Feb 17, 2010
letting it go.
1. Being at home means that it feels okay to be anti-social.
Yet, as much as I want to stay home all day, working, reading, doing house works and spending time with my family, I cannot do so.
Family gatherings n outings, friend gatherings n outings @____@
How come I'm so different when I'm in Vietnam :| In Singapore, it feels too boring to stay home. In Vietnam, it feels too troublesome to go out :-??
How come I'm so different when I'm in Vietnam :| In Singapore, it feels too boring to stay home. In Vietnam, it feels too troublesome to go out :-??
2. When I was on the flight, I was sitting next to a Singaporean uncle, who came to Vietnam to visit his son. He was quite articulate and open, so I enjoyed talking to him. After a while, suddenly he smiled, and said "you have your thoughts very clear".
I like that compliment XD yeah, I may think [a bit] too much, but at least my thoughts are clear XD
3.
There are times when I felt hurt, when I even hated you.
But now looking back, after everything, I still feel thankful, to you.
And even more thankful to Mom. For forgiving you.
Love you two. I do.
PS: plz dont be worried too much about me. I'm fine with watever I'm having now.
4. I may see all the good in one person. but what if the person cannot see anything good in me? It must be 2-sided in order to work...
And I do want to become a better person. It surely would take time, but at least the will is there.
No matter what. No matter whether you can see that or not :)
But thanks, for being my inspiration :)
I like that compliment XD yeah, I may think [a bit] too much, but at least my thoughts are clear XD
3.
There are times when I felt hurt, when I even hated you.
But now looking back, after everything, I still feel thankful, to you.
And even more thankful to Mom. For forgiving you.
Love you two. I do.
PS: plz dont be worried too much about me. I'm fine with watever I'm having now.
4. I may see all the good in one person. but what if the person cannot see anything good in me? It must be 2-sided in order to work...
And I do want to become a better person. It surely would take time, but at least the will is there.
No matter what. No matter whether you can see that or not :)
But thanks, for being my inspiration :)
^_^
It's a happy ending, congrats. I mean, yay! :D
The surest thing about life is that it goes on :) and people like you, sure enough, will find happiness.
PS: mình vẫn còn giận :-L
The surest thing about life is that it goes on :) and people like you, sure enough, will find happiness.
PS: mình vẫn còn giận :-L
Feb 13, 2010
we did it.
Thanks, Oc and Map. We've just known each other for a short time, but your help is invaluable.
I don't even know how to describe it. So many time I wanted to quit. Giving up was just too easy.
So many difficulties. So many emails. So many lost emails (thanks to Gmail which put my mails into Spam box). So many unreplied emails. So many unanswered phone calls. So many promises. So many broken promises. So much waiting. So much doubt.
Too much silence.
I told Oc, everything else that I do, I do for my own good. Working, reading, eating, sleeping, training, whatever...
Ozstudio is the only exception. It's the only meaningful thing that I do for others. I didn't do it for myself.
Feb 11, 2010
Home =)
1. :D ---> a big smile.
Today was a good day.
Collected the 2 books in time.
Thank you for waiting with me =)
2. Thanks for the message :D was quite surprised.
3. Eh HJ, thanks for missing me hihi you want another dragon fly? XD. Anw, don't lose hope, you've just been training for several months :P don't expect urself to become Wu Di :))
4. I found my traditional "ao dai" XD thought I lost it. It's been such a long time since I last wear ao dai, and my mom asked (in a very disappointed tone): How come it still fits you?
=,=
Today was a good day.
Collected the 2 books in time.
Thank you for waiting with me =)
2. Thanks for the message :D was quite surprised.
3. Eh HJ, thanks for missing me hihi you want another dragon fly? XD. Anw, don't lose hope, you've just been training for several months :P don't expect urself to become Wu Di :))
4. I found my traditional "ao dai" XD thought I lost it. It's been such a long time since I last wear ao dai, and my mom asked (in a very disappointed tone): How come it still fits you?
=,=
Feb 9, 2010
Empty office.
1. It doesn't matter much whether you really meant it. (Well, I kinda "forced" you to say "I will" anyway, with that kind of situation hahah, but again, who cares, you said it XD)
But here's sth I wanna say, and mean it: I'm gonna miss everything quite a bit =P including u =P
Happy new year. *smile*
2. I was freaked out when I saw the 'retarded' reply from the supposed-to-be voting phone number for Supernova.
Nice one, xuki :)) no wonderrrrrrrrrr you asked whether I voted or not. Filtering my number, wth :)) you enjoy doing these kind of stuffs don't ya?
But at least I have a special 'dedicated' reply that not many voters get to have, right? ;)
Anw, have the best Tet in Da Nang okay? Enjoy ur resting, reading and coding :))
Happy new year :D
(when would u help me to install Windows 7 for my dear Vaio? :-< )
3. HJ, u didn't go home with me yesterday, hm. Anw, we'll still talk frequently even when I'm in Vietnam isn't it? XD I know we will.
Happy new year :D
3. I'll try to do as u said, as in not to think too much XD maybe I should talk to you more to train my "not to think" skill. Yep! Life would be much simpler.
And hey, i'm pretty confident that we can be good friends XD
Happy new year :D
4.When I told Pearl that I'm flying off tomorrow, guess what she said to me?
But here's sth I wanna say, and mean it: I'm gonna miss everything quite a bit =P including u =P
Happy new year. *smile*
2. I was freaked out when I saw the 'retarded' reply from the supposed-to-be voting phone number for Supernova.
Nice one, xuki :)) no wonderrrrrrrrrr you asked whether I voted or not. Filtering my number, wth :)) you enjoy doing these kind of stuffs don't ya?
But at least I have a special 'dedicated' reply that not many voters get to have, right? ;)
Anw, have the best Tet in Da Nang okay? Enjoy ur resting, reading and coding :))
Happy new year :D
(when would u help me to install Windows 7 for my dear Vaio? :-< )
3. HJ, u didn't go home with me yesterday, hm. Anw, we'll still talk frequently even when I'm in Vietnam isn't it? XD I know we will.
Happy new year :D
3. I'll try to do as u said, as in not to think too much XD maybe I should talk to you more to train my "not to think" skill. Yep! Life would be much simpler.
And hey, i'm pretty confident that we can be good friends XD
Happy new year :D
4.When I told Pearl that I'm flying off tomorrow, guess what she said to me?
"Remember to bring your passport and wallet"You win, hands down.
Feb 8, 2010
Misleading, it is.
Suddenly, I realize that everything seems to be soooo misleading. Everything.
And that scares me.
What if everything is not what it seems? Have u wondered?
Sometimes what you see is not what you get.
And that scares me.
What if everything is not what it seems? Have u wondered?
Sometimes what you see is not what you get.
Feb 6, 2010
i'm hungry (totally irrelevant title XD)
1. Just back from Supernova. It's been so long since I joined any VNC's event. Suddenly feel connected again, with old friends and all. Had a good time.
It's where everyone knows my name.
Feel being loved by everyone XD
2. Having to rush for deadline, if I wanna enjoy my holiday at home in peace @__@
Bring back my office's laptop to work and see that my roommate has done the same thing :)) so now our room has got 4 laptops for 2 people @_@
3. Well, according to The tipping point, emotions are contagious.
Staying happy is not only for me, but also for those around me.
4. The book is supposed to be due on 25/1, whoever is borrowing it, would you please return it T_T Are you so rich that you are willing to pay the fine? :|
It's where everyone knows my name.
Feel being loved by everyone XD
2. Having to rush for deadline, if I wanna enjoy my holiday at home in peace @__@
Bring back my office's laptop to work and see that my roommate has done the same thing :)) so now our room has got 4 laptops for 2 people @_@
3. Well, according to The tipping point, emotions are contagious.
Staying happy is not only for me, but also for those around me.
4. The book is supposed to be due on 25/1, whoever is borrowing it, would you please return it T_T Are you so rich that you are willing to pay the fine? :|
adopting the "heck care" attitude
Don't have the heart to give up. Yet don't have enough courage/craziness to go for it. This is a really annoying feeling.
.....
.....
Man, heck care!!!! @___@
I'm childish, ain't I? so why not just be childish and stop thinking too much and behave however I feel like to? Isn't it simpler?
Haiz, simple but not easy. Easier said than done. Anw, I'll try. Coz I'm Rim, Super Rim.
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.....
Man, heck care!!!! @___@
I'm childish, ain't I? so why not just be childish and stop thinking too much and behave however I feel like to? Isn't it simpler?
Haiz, simple but not easy. Easier said than done. Anw, I'll try. Coz I'm Rim, Super Rim.
Feb 4, 2010
:(
I'm sorry, but at times, I feel like giving up.
On Ozstudio.
I hate myself. I hate that I'm unable to write scripts that meet Oz's standard. I hate that I have to rely on other people to save Oz, and cannot help them. I hate that I have to push my friends for Oz, for sth they won't get paid for.
I swear, I tried. But every time I read what I wrote, I just delete everything.
What can I do?
I cannot, and I don't want to force others...
But then, I won't be able to keep Ozstudio alive.
It's been more than one month that we don't upload anything. And yet, the number of fans on our FB group is still growing.
I feel sorry, I feel guilty.
I feel useless, I feel helpless.
I feel irresponsible.
I'm sorry.
I'm not capable.
@Ốc: thanks so much for being with me. I haven't known much about you, but from what I knew, you are an incredible girl :)
On Ozstudio.
I hate myself. I hate that I'm unable to write scripts that meet Oz's standard. I hate that I have to rely on other people to save Oz, and cannot help them. I hate that I have to push my friends for Oz, for sth they won't get paid for.
I swear, I tried. But every time I read what I wrote, I just delete everything.
What can I do?
I cannot, and I don't want to force others...
But then, I won't be able to keep Ozstudio alive.
It's been more than one month that we don't upload anything. And yet, the number of fans on our FB group is still growing.
I feel sorry, I feel guilty.
I feel useless, I feel helpless.
I feel irresponsible.
I'm sorry.
I'm not capable.
@Ốc: thanks so much for being with me. I haven't known much about you, but from what I knew, you are an incredible girl :)
T___T feeling extremely tired
Exhausted after all the "emotional roller coaster" yesterday. Truly exhausted.
I did the exact thing that I told HJ not to do: over reacting :|
Be calm, be clear. Take a deep breath.
Clear be the sky overhead...
I did the exact thing that I told HJ not to do: over reacting :|
"Life is too short to be taken seriously"
Be calm, be clear. Take a deep breath.
Clear be the sky overhead...
Feb 3, 2010
Dailies episode n...
1. Meryl said that they used our picture in the lecture notes of one of her module (Cell Biology). Cool! XD
2. I missed Meryl's performance T___T according to the clip posted, it was quite awesome :D eh Meryl, when I showed my friend the clip, she said "cute guy..." and I couldn't stop laughing, sorry XD
3. Some more quote:
(from the FB group"Overheard at NUS"
2. I missed Meryl's performance T___T according to the clip posted, it was quite awesome :D eh Meryl, when I showed my friend the clip, she said "cute guy..." and I couldn't stop laughing, sorry XD
Rim: eh, ur performance is at 5PM right?
Meryl: over already! :D
Rim: @__@
Meryl: I didn't tell you that it's lunch time, did I?
Rim: You told me its 5AM leh!!!! Where got such lunch time? :((
3. Some more quote:
Rim: Eh let's have lunch next Thursday :D
Rim: woa, you see, in order to have lunch with you, I have to book 3days in advance XD Such a VIP. Don't tell me you cant make it.
Hui Jun: I can't make it :|
Rim: -__-"
(from the FB group"Overheard at NUS"
Reeve Chua saw a girl break the handle of the glass door to Burger King in The Deck... LOL(So it's you? The guy who stood there and laughed at me when I pushed the door? T__T I swear it was broken BEFORE I touched it. It's not me who broke it ok? :(( )
Feb 2, 2010
...
1. Couldn't concentrate much yesterday.
I'm sad when hearing that.
But then again, it makes me respect you.
I like that honesty. One day, I will tell you that, I promise you. One day, I'll be honest.
2.
And I am really touched, feeling being backed up and supported and shared. Why do u leave?
*Đang xúc động tràn trề mơ màng thì mẹ Linh xúi thằng Bob comment nhảm nhí trên FB mình :| it's not a wake up call, more like a wake-up slap :| tỉnh lun T__T chời ơi T__T*
I'm sad when hearing that.
But then again, it makes me respect you.
I like that honesty. One day, I will tell you that, I promise you. One day, I'll be honest.
2.
Linh: oi tao vui wa' xa'When I read this line of Linh, it's not about the comment anymore. It's about how a friend can be THAT happy for you. Genuinely happy for you, though it's none of her business.
Linh: =))
Linh: dzui wa'
And I am really touched, feeling being backed up and supported and shared. Why do u leave?
*Đang xúc động tràn trề mơ màng thì mẹ Linh xúi thằng Bob comment nhảm nhí trên FB mình :| it's not a wake up call, more like a wake-up slap :| tỉnh lun T__T chời ơi T__T*
Feb 1, 2010
free publicity, anyone?
Last weekend I had some fun, following the rival between iPad n Kindle. Quite amusing n interesting.
Actually, after reading a few reviews n discussions, I don't really know why ppl keep comparing them? It seems obvious enough to me that they are 2 totally different kind of devices and aim to 2 different types of consumers :|
Kindle is an e-reader, while iPad is more of a browsing/multi-tasking device. You cannot play games/surf web/etc. with Kindle, yes. But without e-ink, you cannot read books on iPad the way you do with Kindle, can you? Kindle cannot replace iPad, and vice versa. Whoever decides to buy Kindle, they've got their reasons, and they won't dump it for iPad.
And yet, ppl still keep comparing them XD And that's how Kindle's enjoying free publicity from Apple's lime light. We all know how the media loveeee Apple. By being compared to iPad, Kindle's being covered all over the Internet, to the extend that I wonder if Amazon actually paid ppl to do so XD Did you know about Kindle's existence before all these? If not, then now you do, thanks to iPad.
I'd be happy if I'm Amazon's marketing directors.
(I myself vaguely knew about sth called e-readers, thanks to IT1001 :|, but didn't know about those e-ink technology stuffs. well, think it's gonna be nice to have sth like that. If I were rich, I might even get one. If. Sigh)
Actually, after reading a few reviews n discussions, I don't really know why ppl keep comparing them? It seems obvious enough to me that they are 2 totally different kind of devices and aim to 2 different types of consumers :|
Kindle is an e-reader, while iPad is more of a browsing/multi-tasking device. You cannot play games/surf web/etc. with Kindle, yes. But without e-ink, you cannot read books on iPad the way you do with Kindle, can you? Kindle cannot replace iPad, and vice versa. Whoever decides to buy Kindle, they've got their reasons, and they won't dump it for iPad.
And yet, ppl still keep comparing them XD And that's how Kindle's enjoying free publicity from Apple's lime light. We all know how the media loveeee Apple. By being compared to iPad, Kindle's being covered all over the Internet, to the extend that I wonder if Amazon actually paid ppl to do so XD Did you know about Kindle's existence before all these? If not, then now you do, thanks to iPad.
I'd be happy if I'm Amazon's marketing directors.
(I myself vaguely knew about sth called e-readers, thanks to IT1001 :|, but didn't know about those e-ink technology stuffs. well, think it's gonna be nice to have sth like that. If I were rich, I might even get one. If. Sigh)
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