no matter what. no matter how.

1. Read this from "Dear John"

Passion and satisfaction go hand in hand, and without them, any happiness is only temporary, because there’s nothing to make it last.

I think I would focus more on what I love to do. That's the surest way to stay balanced and positive. Should not be distracted by things that are so insecure...

Btw, the book is quite good. The love story was beautiful (well, duh, the guy wrote "Notebook" @_@)

Just that, I'm not quite in a mood to read love stories.

As I said, the love in "Dear John" is beautiful. And most importantly, it's believable. Almost magical and yet still surprisingly real.

And that's exactly what makes me uncomfortable.

Someone once said this to me (cant remember who), sth like, stories are just people's dreams. What they wish to see in the world and cannot achieve, they bring into their books.

I find it true for most of the times (of course, not all the time ok? Nothing is absolute, except Vodka :)) - adapted from Lud's quote)

And hence this quote:

“True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen.”
-François de la Rochefoucauld

It's not that I don't believe in them, ghosts and true love alike. I just don't want to (or I try not to).
I think I'm better off not believing in them.

So, no horror movies/stories or romantic movies/stories for me, please. At least at this time.

(except Korean ones, because they are completely and insanely unbelievable =)) )

2. No matter what would happen, no matter how this will go, it'll always be great to know a special and interesting person like you. At least as a friend. At least we can be friends.

Thinking about it that way makes me feel better.

3. Yesterday was quite crazy toward the end. The way a lot of people tried to help me to 'split' in the air :)) the way Yuan Lu kept telling me "no, I think you can do this" and kept making me doing crazy stuffs :)) the way Li Min told ppl "@___@ Arr, you guys are killing her already" :))
Even Zhen Jun was very friendly and helpful =D
And Marc was also really helpful. I used to think that Marc is a bit 'cold'. He's the best with sword, and every time I asked to learn sword, ppl all pointed to him, but actually I didn't dare to approach -__-" But he surprised me with a very long comment on my picture with sword to correct my pose. And yesterday he was also quite patient in teaching me the sword. Shifu, I will try my best =D

4. Didn't know what to say at that time, so I changed topic :-s Anw, all the best.

And sorry sorry sorry again for bothering you -__-". I owe you 2 fish burgers, ok? Next time!