Jan 14, 2010

"May our paths cross again someday" (from Ken to Linh)

Linh is confirmed to go back to Vietnam permanently.

I'm damn sad.

Ain't I supposed to be used to all these already? All the news, all the farewells ...

One by one, they just left.

What am I feeling right now?
I feel like a lonely tree. I feel like a tree, with her branches being cut off. One by one.
Or I feel like a fragile flower. I feel like a flower, with her petals being plucked out. One by one.

And it hurts.

And yet, I still have to wish the best for them. I still have to help them to be where they need to be, where they belong to. I still have to do my best to find a way for them to fly away, to leave me, if they ever need my help.

okay, who's next?
Just tell me, when is ur turn?

Life treats my well so far. It's just that in moments like this, I cannot feel happy. I cannot light myself up. I tried, thou.

1 comment:

  1. oh didnt read this entry...

    you're one of the reason why i regret leaving Singapore. I miss waiting for you and talking to you after work. About my crush, my work, my life, my thoughts. I miss bitching abt ppl with you. So much..

    I miss you so much.
    I think those who read my cmts on your blogs will think I am a lesbian =))
    ppl even think so when I talked abt u u know?

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