So, Linh is gonna stay in Singapore for 10days before coming back to Vietnam permanently.
She said she was surprised to see that I changed a lot after just 1 month not seeing me.
Well, guess that's what happens when u are the only girl in the house where everyone just keeps picking on you. I became much more defensive. I became much more reckless, had more of that "I don't care wth u'r saying" or "I don't have to justify what I do, it's irrelevant to you".
Less "giết kiến", definitely. Less easy-going. Less cheerful. No more doubting myself because of what they say. Less paying attention to what they may think/say about me.
This is quite disturbing. I hate that. Okay, maybe I chose to be that way, maybe I wanted to be like that. Oh well, am I trying to explain myself again?
Being nice all the time with everyone is tiring.
:) being nice with everyone seems to be so fake with me sometimes :). That's exactly what I have been feeling! It is really really really scary and disastrous!
ReplyDeleteI'm changing now too girl, more positive definitely :)