But I won't be too upset about that.
Maybe... it's time to make up my mind?
Nah, sorry, still cannot do it =P Still unable to let go completely, coz I'm still confused about everything, not excluding my own feelings.
Yet there's one thing I know for sure: both of you are great people =) and I like u two a lot =)
2. Hui Jun didn't come to training today. So sad =(
I had to take 963 alone =( you pangseh me hah... (learnt this word from her XD)
3. I managed to learn the whole 3-section routine for sword from Jia Hao, yay! :D (I dont really know how to spell his name, well).
At first it was only me learning. But then Yeow Seong joined, asking me to teach him :)) Then Chee Seong joined. Then Li Min also joined. They all didn't remember the 1st part and I actually 'taught' them XD Chee Seong said "Woa, Thao is coaching, cool!". It was so fun, haha!
And I know that all these made me happy. All these kept me going, kept me strong against all the weak moments, against my own complicated self.
And I know that this kind of happiness, I have control over. I myself can create it. It's modest, yet patient and always there for me, every time I need it.
And I know that I will never have to be afraid to lose it. No one can ever take it away from me.
It's just so within my reach.
Just so unlike you.
4.
Chee Seong: they said my face look like I sell porridge :|
Rim: huh? @___@ selling porridge also have typical face?
Rim: how about me? what would I sell, with this face? :|
Chee Seong: Bread loh =))
Rim: errr =,= (I would prefer cookies...)
5. Got replies from Oz team mates. Although there are still a lot of things to be done, this is the start. Everything needs a start, for how can u ever do anything without beginning?
6. Still have to wait for my hair to dry. So damn sleepy I have no idea how I can think and type. Maybe I'm not thinking at all?
Being half conscious @_@
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