gloomy morning

I woke up and it was raining and I knew that today is not gonna be a good day and bcoz of the rain I had to take bus and I went to the bus stop and the bus was too full I couldn't get in and another bus was too full I couldn't get in and another bus was too full I couldn't get in and after 3 buses I decided to walk to the bus terminal and when I came I saw that I missed another bus and then I got in the next bus and it was too cold and I just washed my hair so it was still wet and I didn't have breakfast and I was hungry and it took too long to go to the school and when I arrived I realized that I didn't bring my umbrella and it was still raining and I was 30mins late for work and so I skipped breakfast and I had to run under the rain to my office and my hair was still wet and when I came my boss was still not there and I needed to discuss with her for my work and I opened my laptop and saw an email that basically told me that I screwed up sth badly.

And then, there's only one thing that calm me down:
my office's pantry.
with its wide windows, like wide eyes that always calm and dreamy.