this is sth I wrote before going back

This is sth I wrote last week before going back to Vietnam. I saved it as a draft, coz for some reason I couldn't publish it.

I didn't want to leave. Yet I had to.

I wish you all the best. I'll do watever I can to support you.

Again, I wish you all the best.

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I still remember the time when we shared the same house.

You sat in the living room all day, watching movies/Korean dramas and eating bread. I would talk to you about a lot of things, and so would you. Be it our childhood crush(es), our current crush(es), our dreams, our likes and dislikes, our plans, from stupid random things to more serious things, we did talk A LOT.

At first I just wanted to be there for you, when you seemed to be lonely and depressed with the tiring job searching process. But then I started to like it, sharing with you and listening to you. Those days were nice.

Then you came back to VN to work.

Frankly, I was sad. I knew it's best for you, that I should have been happy for you, but I just couldn't help feeling sad.

(Do u remember that time when I wrote a blog for you, yet you thought it was for another friend and you were jealous with her? =)) that's cute =)))

uhm

I've been missing you a lot. Your tender care, your understanding, your support. Sometimes I wish you could be here. Sometimes I feel jealous of your life. Sometime I feel jealous of your friends in Vietnam. Sometimes I just want to see how you are doing. Sometimes I just want to be included in your life, wanna be in there.

Hm...

I'm just a normal girl, but I've got all kind of interesting friends. Thou I dont really know why it happened that way (maybe I'm really lucky :P), but I'm so really grateful for that. Truly.

PS: I know I promised to love you if I'm gay =)) too bad you know that I'm not :"> but if you can somehow become handsome, then maybe I'll consider u :"> Yes, I'm superficial :">