bad bad day

1. I hate being sick :( I hate it…
Been feeling unwell since yesterday, but still went to work, silly me T_T why all of sudden I become so hardworking huh? T_T wrong time, wrong place T_T. Now none of those stupid med works, I didn’t feel any better after, damn it. I don’t want to be sick, pleaseeeeeeeeee :((

2. I’m at home, alone in my room, and I’m just so bored :( the stupid network just goes on and off all the time (I’m writing down all these stupid thoughts in MS Word). Please let me be well T_T huhu
3. This morning I was out to buy myself breakfast. My so-called “shopping for breakfast” ended up with this:

• Porridge: $3


• Corn cup: $1 ( I shamelessly asked the ppl who were ordering McDonald’s meals to help me to order, so that I could buy it @$1)


• Avocado juice: $2.5


• 3 mini moon cakes: $2.4


• 1 chicken floss: $0.9

4. Was about to say that “I promise that tmr if I’m still sick I won’t come to school”, but realized that I have to come to collect the form for PR application T_T

5. I'm sorry. I don't want to be rude :( I'm afraid of karma :(

I know it hurts to be rejected, and I might as well be in your situation soon, but I have no choice.

Please, I'm sick, and I'm very tired. I don't want to see people when I'm sick, partly because I will easily lose my temper when I'm sick. So I get annoyed very easily, and I might hurt people easily.

So, STOP CALLING ME, PLEASE!!!!! :( I don't want to hurt anyone, so leave me alone :(

and, DON'T COME TO MY HOUSEEEEEEEE T_________T wth were you thinking, coming here? T_____T If you thought I will be touched, you were dead wrong T___T I was just freaked out T______T Jeezzzz, I'm sick and tired and I need to rest T____T I need to resttttttttt welllllllllllll, why don't you understand that basic thing? T____T I'm in no mood to talk to you T_____T

Huhu, don't push me. I don't know what to do. I don't want to treat you the way I don't want ppl to treat me. So don't push me, please T_T

Gosh, I so wish everyone would be able to find their right one easily, and knows right away who is and who isn't. That way we could save a lot of time and effort and wouldn't be hurt for nothing. T_T